wow.
this week has been not that bad.
except for the part where i got a sunburn at the beach but, i still got tanned.
and hey, its the beach!! =D
the beach is probably mi favorite place.
ever!
other than mi room of course.

friends getting better.
maybe cuz i dnt spend that much time with them anymore thou.
:/

mi friends have their own problems thou.
u see...
mi friend likes this guy. and this guy told her he loved her a couple weeks ago,
but he wasnt ready to date anybody yet.
and now...
HES DATING SOME OTHER GIRL!!
can u believe that!?
i hate guys like that!!

"you cant expect to play with a girls heart and get away with it. its never gonna happen. so keep dreaming."

thats what i have to say to him.

bck!

im back. havnt posted for a while but i am now.
school is over so im happy about that. but im sad cuz mi bf will is in the hospital.
he has cancer.
and its not looking too good.
:(
i havnt heard anything since i heard he was in the hospital so its even harder.
i just wanna kno if hes alrite.
or if hes not gonna make it.
u kno?
i dnt like wondering.

anyways...
most of the blog ive been complaining about mi friends.
things r getting a little better with them.
since they're not together and this whole thing with will happened...
they've been really nice.
toni isnt bad anymore.
we're actually super close now.
we bonded over the whole will thing.
an hayley...
idk. she seems to be getting better.
i guess only time will tell.

*sigh* mi rents r fighting again. that seems to be all they ever do anymore.
im a little scared at what is coming.
i dnt want them to get a divorce.
i dont think anybody wants their parents to get a divorce.
so im praying they dont...

i might be going to the beach with hayley friday.
shes usually fine when we're alone. so i dont have any worries
but if u put her with toni.
im heading for the hills.
tehe.

on a happier note... im getting guitar lessons this summer. then im gonna post a video on youtube of me singing and playing guitar.
ill post a link here thou.
i still have to make the account im gonna post it on.

well...
thats all for now.
ttyl!
=D

friends suck

me toni and hayley got into a big right today during art.
actually they ganged up on me.
u c...
yesterday i had a hayley free vaca. (i ignored her completely)
and today..
toni told her.
then we got into a big fight.
like they said how i get mad at them for tellign the truth.
which is sooo untrue.
i get mad at them because they're bitches.
and they also said i think im all that cause im deffensive.
well i got news for them.
im deffensive cause i was always the girl in mi lower grades that got walked all over cause i was super nice.
so now m,aybe i dont wanna anymore.
maybe i wanna stand up for miself. and im doing that.

but rite now. im not even sure if i wanna be friends with them anymore.
i know it might brake up our little clique.
but they're the ones to blame.
not me.
UGH!
sometimes....
FRIENDS JUST SUCK!!!!

tied together with a smile

hey its me again.
i know i havnt posted in a while so im posting now.
things are not going so good.
but there shaping up.
still having friend problems.
dont even know why im friends with them anymore.
sometimes they really dont act like it.
and one of mi friends (toni) will always take hayleys side no matter wat.
i kno i dont hav it completely horrible.
there are some people who are living on the street with no food.
and im thinkful im not.
but im pretty darn broke.
i cant go out and buy a lot of stuff.
i barely have any money. mi rents filed for bakrupt.
that was a kinda long time ago though so our money is gettign better.
but if we hadnt we would hav proabally lost the house.
u c?
mi life isnt really that great.
and mi friends just make it worse.
sometimes i think the only person i can count on is miself.
well and the friends who are actually there for me.
but mostly miself.
but no one knows any of this at home or in school.
i just put on a smile.
so quoting 1 of mi favorite singers songs...

im tied together with a smile but im coming undone.

:)

hey. its me again. this would be mi second post.

today was pretty normal except for the fact that mi mom decided to wash mi clothes for today in da morning so i had to wait for them to dry and was late for school. but im not complaining. i missed gym. speaking of gym......UGH! i hate it. we're doing an ultimate frissbe competition and its horrible. im used to playing with ppl taller than me cause i play with mi bro so im trying to get used to throwing it to ppl mi own height. not doin to well. hehehehe! :)

i told mi friends i was sick of them today. remember? form mi last post. toni and hayley. they kept doing very bitchy things and i just got fed up with it. and after i told them they were like....
"How can u be fed up with us if u were only here 1 day last week?"
that just pissed me off. i was sick. i had a fuckin temp. wen hayley is sick...like not if she had a surgery or anything but if she has a cold or a fever or something. im supposed to sympathize and be like....
"oh im soooooo sry haylz! hope u feel better!"
but wen im sick she'll just roll her eyes and go.
"ya. ok. wateva."

shes like mi sister but sometimes i dont kno y we're even friends.

well...sry for complaining. but this is mi place where i kinda vent. at least i had something kinda happy. :/. i missed gym! YAY!!! lol. so anyways......

thats all for now. bye.

First blog

hey people. mi name is Abby.

rite now...mi life is pretty normal. school*. UGH! friends.* kinda yay. annoying siblings.
normal is not that great though. you dont know what i would give for anything but a normal life. how much i want action and for mi dreams to come true. but who doesnt want that huh? idk who at all.

* school is sooooo boring. have to do a stupid project on michelangelo. ugh. i dotn see why we have to learn about a bunch of dead guys. i mean....what the point of history? if anybodu knos...plz tell me. cause its the most boring subject ever. and i hate it.

* friends are getting on mi nerves. not a lot of mi friends. just one is really bugging me. mi bffl hayley. shes like mi sister but she really gets on mi nerves a lot. i mean really. she can be a totoal bitch A LOT!!!! sometimes i get really really sick of her and just wanna punch her. and den i hav another friend toni. i tell her something about hayley cause i need to vent and she goes and tell her wat i said. wow huh? mi bffs r really getting on mi nerves. rite now the only bffs that arent gettin on mi nerves r....
- Veronica
-Terri
- Becky
- Nikki
- Mike
- Amber
and....
- Emilie B.
im getting sick of friends. ugh.

well....dat it for now. bye.