tied together with a smile

hey its me again.
i know i havnt posted in a while so im posting now.
things are not going so good.
but there shaping up.
still having friend problems.
dont even know why im friends with them anymore.
sometimes they really dont act like it.
and one of mi friends (toni) will always take hayleys side no matter wat.
i kno i dont hav it completely horrible.
there are some people who are living on the street with no food.
and im thinkful im not.
but im pretty darn broke.
i cant go out and buy a lot of stuff.
i barely have any money. mi rents filed for bakrupt.
that was a kinda long time ago though so our money is gettign better.
but if we hadnt we would hav proabally lost the house.
u c?
mi life isnt really that great.
and mi friends just make it worse.
sometimes i think the only person i can count on is miself.
well and the friends who are actually there for me.
but mostly miself.
but no one knows any of this at home or in school.
i just put on a smile.
so quoting 1 of mi favorite singers songs...

im tied together with a smile but im coming undone.